Sucks bc I have to cook for a party tomorrow but I am exhausted and sad and that makes the exhaustion and sadness worse bc it’s more apparent.
#stuff sarah says #antidepressant commercial voice loss of interest #i cooked for real for the first time since everything on wednesday? #i got to use kale from the garden #but this is more and my legs hurt #and i baked and baking is so stressful but i think the cake turned out okay #rn im making jackfruit pulled not pork so my cousin and i can participate #best meat alternative my ass. theres no protein #we did get veggie dogs and burgers n shit too but #im fucking tired tho. #still need to make the pasta salad #my dad chopped the veggies for me tho and that helped a lot #life just feels like too much #id rather just eat instant stuff rn still #i want to be excited abt cooking again tho










